Hopeless

Опубликовано 24.06.2009 planetstars
Настроение: Hopeless and shaking.

I thought I just misplaced the things I've lost, and I will eventually find it. Looks like it is less and less chance that I am going to find it because people are trying to steal it and destroy it.

Why do people get jealous at me for having my own valuable and wouldn't let me keep it or see it or even just to feel it? Why do they try everything to destroy something that is valuable. I hate them.. I really hate them.

I am shaking as I am so afraid that I am not going to find it. I don't know what to do anymore because whatever I do, it will become another chance for those people to trace where I could have left it, so they can destroy it. I cannot let that happen.

If I just sit here and don't look for it, they might think I don't care for it, then, they will give up....right? Yeah.....that's what I should do...keep silence and stay still at where I am patiently, I will find it sooner or later as long as nobody get a chance to destroy it.